there's a couple of reasons this entry exists
first of all, i want some type of test entry to figure out how to format html into a readable format
like if this first part looks really ugly i need to find out some way to make it look a little nicer
well i don't neeeed to do anything but i would like to
okay it looks fine
second of all, i want some small real part of what i have been thinking about to exist here as a way for me to instinctively reject the idea of telling people about this site
like when i do fill this blog out with more entries (see in 17776 years) it'll have a lot more of me in it
and the thought of people that I know personally seeing blog posts like these is really scary
and i've thought about that for a while
but maybe this blog isn't meant for them
i think it's meant for you, the (in my mind) hypothetical random surfer that will stumble upon this website
so you are who i will keep in mind while writing this
you are who i will talk to in the goal of making myself feel a little more comfortable with being open
so thank you, for hypothetically listening
and i'll see you when i see you
love, kiwi